kind of bored. can't seem to focus a lot. i'm getting easily distracted even though i have loads of work to do. don't feel like working. i never get a day off. the constant work load isn't very motivating. they keep adding more. really retarded stuff too. the sort of stuff that will be of no use later on. but so much of it. i'm pretty much spending my time working. social life is limited to occasional myspace comments. don't have enough time to see people. and the meager time i have to myself is spent on giddy frivolous obsessions. but work has to be done. two years and a half of this, right? can't wait till it's over. i just want it to be over.